Insecure and Social.

So I said I would blog more, so here I am (; So over the last few days I've been thinking about what to blog about and I decided to to write an old blog I thought about almost a year and a half ago.

I've lived my life like any other person. I love certain people, I dislike others, I think some people have bad intentions, and others have good intentions. I'm the type of person that doesn't like to judge if I don't know the person. Ever since I officially got together with Ramone people began to leave me hateful comments about myself as well as the boyfriend. Honestly it was odd for me because I never faced something like that.

Recently I've been called a "Social whore." && "Insecure boyfriend." by some of Ramones ex-boyfriends. Honestly I could careless what they want to call me, I mean I don't know them on a personal level. So for them to call me these things, I don't its odd. I mean I've heard nothing but negative things of them from Ramone. There was times Ramone would put these guys down and I would defend them without even knowing them, all so these guys could call me certain things.

I can say maybe one of these statements I brought it to myself. Maybe it wasn't the best thing for me to tweet Ramone's ex-boyfriend saying how he was "stalking" us all night. I guess it was bad wording, but honestly it was just me being annoying. I mean I'm with my boyfriend and friends, we are dancing have having fun and this ex is right next to us. So we move, once, twice, three, four times and the ex was right besides us. I was just annoyed and I felt like if you want to say "Hi" to Ramone say hi and be gone. So I guessi did bring that comment to myself, but I don't hate this guy or anything. I don't have any of Ramone's ex's, Ramone could tell me 1001 bad things about them and I still won't hate them. I don't know them, I can't hate a person if I don't know them.

I actually laughed when this other ex called me a "social whore" because I'm far from that. When it comes to meeting new people I'm so shy, I stay to myself and enjoy my own company. I might have a twitter, facebook, tumblr, and my official site, but none of it is for attention. I do it because I love to write/blog, share photos, videos, and such. I'm just like every other person in this world. I guess as individuals we all think different and we have certain reasons for saying the things we say about people with or without knowing them.

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Updates && More

So I've notice I'm not really blogging as much as I would wish. Spring session has been over, I've been enjoying summer break and so much is going on. So far my summer has been gym, party, boyfriend time, family time, job hunting, and food. I'm excited to take a break from school, although I so loved this past session. Rosemary will be joining next session which should make things exciting.

There was so many events alone this month of June already. It was my mother 40th Birthday Party, Anel's Wedding, Tabita's Graduation, My sister Birthday and my birthday celebration is just a week away. I also attended LA Pride this last weekend, Pride was so much fun. Not only did I enjoy the people, music, food, attractions, shops, but I was also lucky enough to be part of the actual parade. Myself along with my boyfriend and friends Danny, Orlando, and Taelyr walked along the streets making sure the "Men in Leather" looked amazing. I had actually never been to a Pride event before, but this experience was amazing and I'll be there next year.

Summer is still in its early stages for me, I'm excited to see what other more events are coming my way. I'm going to try my best to blog and post more.

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5 Awesome Gays

Finding out the "5AG" is ending in two weeks actually breaks my heart. I've watched this youtube channel since it originated, with it's original cast. Over the days, weeks, months, and years these gays have thought me to be proud of who I am. Not be afraid to be a gay man. It sucks that the channel is ending, not only have they helped me but millions of others as well. I know they say its there time to go, but we cant say goodbye.

Every guys touched me and spoke to me differently and helped me out, but I will forever love Stevie. During his time in the channel Stevie impacted me in different ways, I will forever love you and the rest of the guys.

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Reach Out!

Cancer May 2 2011

What do you give to the person who has everything? Perhaps a bit of understanding that having everything - materially speaking - isn't necessarily fulfilling and doesn't bring happiness. Someone you know who appears to have it all could be longing for a deeper friendship, a confidante, and a loyal companion. This individual sees you as very compassionate, insightful, kind, and giving - and you are all of these things, Moonchild. Reach out now to someone you sense may need a friend, and you will be rewarded with a rare kind of friendship in return.
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So if i reach out now to someone that i sense needs a friend my reward would be a new friendship. (God knows i need one, since all my other one's keep leaving.)

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I'm back, cyber world.

It's been a while since I actually took the time to just blog, a lots been going on. I lost 1 of 2 jobs in January, working at fye for years was great learning experience. The thing I do miss the most is the friendships: Jerry, Lourdes, Miriam, Eddie, Elise, Frank, Trevor, Diego, Mirreya, Serina, Connie, Stephanie, Resham, Hector, and Aaron. I shared lots of memories with them and will continue on as we all move ahead with our futures. I've been enjoying this mini vacation without work, I've been focusing on school. This semester has been a great one, doing an amazing with in both my Journalism and English class. I always have fun in Math class with Ramone and Daisy, I finished my Couseling class back in March. I think the best part of college is my friends: Ramone, Jessica, Eliana, Eloisa, Carina, and Daisy. I love meeting up with the in between, after, and during class.

Even though I said I'm enoying this mini vacation, I honestly don't have time for friends besides my college friends (I see during school.) I actually missing hanging out with Orlando, Aaron, Ramon, Allen, Adee, Vasthi, and Ramone's friends. I guess I rather enjoy my free time with my boyfriend, but I feel as if my friends think I have no time for them. I know though that they truly understand where I'm coming from. One thing I have found the time to do is read and continue my writing. I've even return to online creative writing something I started back in 2006-2009, its so much fun to let my mind go crazy (there's just so much creativity busting out.)

This is just a little update as what's been going on with me, I'm hoping in the next few days to post my most recent activities.

Here's a few post coming your way:

- 21 Years without a father.
- Meeting Uncle Jaime for the first time.
- Drag World.
- "Judge Me! You don't even know me."
- My World into Writing.
- Friends, more gone.

New Girlicious

I think the new Girlicious girls should be:
Nichole Cordova, Chelsea Korka, and Melissa Reyes.

Best Weekend Ever.

Thursday: Tigerheat with the boyfriend<3 Johnny, Noe &&his boyfriend, Selena, Brando, Cody and others. We had a blast dancing the night away to Glee music.

Friday: United by Love Foam Party with the boyfriend<3 Jerry, Julie, Jaime and Andrea.

Saturday: Neon Party with the boyfriend<3 Jessica-Arlene, Geo, Eloisa and Jason.

Sunday: Flea Market at the Rosebowl with the boyfriend<3

Melrose Place 2011