Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I'm Sorry..

I'm not perfect as much as I make myself out to be.
I have all these morals , ethics, && beliefs I try to uphold.
But as much as I would want to be perfect, I have my flaws,
&& complex flaws at that.
I think it's because I'm such a simple person who
simply needs one thing to be pleased, it makes people feel like there
is more to me. Truth be told.. there isn't. I'm a simple human, with a simple heart.
I only need one thing: to be loved.
But here's the part that everyone dreads: showing me that love, CONSTANTLY.
Even though I ask for a simple request, its the request itself that makes it
so difficult to please me.
&& because I want "so much" through this request, I sometimes let
it get the better of me, I let it control my actions, I let it control
my words, and that's where my fault lies in.
Guys always have a tendency to say things without thinking
of the consequences of their words. I, myself have caused
myself && others many heartaches because I never think before I open my mouth.
I can't tell you what is the reason us guys do this, because believe me, if I knew,
I would gladly do what was required to stop doing it.
Also, as guys we have a tendency to want to find the right words to
fix things with that special person, but it always comes out
cut up, && sometimes even making things worse, so we begin to
blame ourselves, && wish we could go back && take back those
hurtful words that we so carelessly let slip from
our tongue.
Another miraculous fact about guys is, no matter how tough we are on the outside,
our hearts are extremely fragile. Which is the reason we protect it behind such a
tough exterior. We're sensitive to the words of that one special person we love,
adore, worship, admire, praise,

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