Recap...

Well the month of February came went by real fast (or at least that’s what I thought; but that month brought a lot. I worked hard on 2 of my New Years Resolutions: I. Being healthier; Nadine & I got gym memberships (I guess I needed more then doing yoga; lol.) II. Would be getting my life back on track as far as school; I began looking into returning back to college and originally picked out 5 possible schools & now I’m down to 2 of them (; Besides that something else happened within the month; a special someone popped into my life by the name of Ramone. The two of us shared a few dates & we had instant chemistry; as if we had known each other for years and years. Everything about Ramone to me was amazing like the more I thought about it Ramone was that one guy that I pictured as a boyfriend but thought I was never going to find. The way he looks at life; he speaks so passionately about stuff; he has the most incredible smile, and his laugh (I love that the most); the way he looked at me, I didn’t know it at the time but I was falling for him. Eventually it clicked that I was really, really falling for him and then I stood back a bit; for a minute I kind of got scared (I know we have all had are fair share of heartbreaks; I mean its part of life right.) But the more we talked and the more we hung out and continued going on our dates, I began to see that he was feeling the exact same way as I was. Then one day we were hanging out at his place and we where just talking and he said something that took me by surprise, he was like “SO how does it feel to have a boyfriend like…” He then paused and realized what he had said; it brought a big smile to my face; shortly we decided that being official and forming a relationship was the next step for us. Ramone made the rest of February so amazing, I truly cherish every single moment with him and the memories will live on forever, I didn’t expect to find love at all. That was the last thing on my mind but Ramone totally changed that and honestly I’m so glad he did, everyone can tell that I’m so happy. I haven’t been this happy in such a long time; we still are early in our relationship and I’m really excited to see what the future brings for us “TOGETHER.”

Random Pictures

So the other day, I was talking to my friend Ciara (Maddie.) I always enjoy talking to her; she truly is a sweetheart. During our conversation somehow JELL-O came up and I told her that the red one was my favorite. She said it was her favorite as well; she then was like I'm heading to the market and I told her to get me some JELL-O and a few hours later I got this picture from her via text. It brought a big smile on my face (;


The other day I was heading to work and as the drive continued I noticed the sky; it looked so amazing. A storm was about to come later that night; so I pulled out my camera phone and captured it.


Jonie & I decided to head to the mall and look for a black jacket; but with our luck we didn't find it. So we continued to shop and check out a few other stores; we ended up at the Disney Store and Jonie was like let's buy some plush dolls. So we looked at them and decided to push Donald & Daisy Duck (;

Life is too short...

So today; I was doing my daily things when my phone buzzed & I received a Twitter update then I noticed it was from the lovely Erin Lucas (MTV's The City.) I was so taken by her words that I had to share them with all of you; so here they go... (ps follow Erin @erin_lucas)

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy they just promised it would be worth it.

stickwitu

(Picture taken at Denny's; my boyfriend cut my gross tomato into a cute nice shaped heart)

I don't wanna go another day. So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up. Throwing their love away.
But I know I got a good thing right here That's why I say.
Nobody gonna love me better. I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher. I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me. I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day. So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives. Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me And I say)
And now Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need
And now I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you We'll be making love endlessly.

So don't you worry about People hanging around They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down I know you and you know me
And that's why I say.

Friends; is there really such a thing?

Honestly; I don’t know. I’m not the type of guy that uses the word “friend” very often. To me my friends are my six cousins: Arlene, Cindy, Rosemary, Terry, Bianca, & Steve. They have been there for me in any situation: school, work, weddings, parties, breakups, hook ups, vacation, death, birth, everything. The seven of us always look out for one another; I love them individually.

the boyfriend

The streets are dark, my pulse is flat-lined as I'm running to you
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
The air is thick with tension much like when we are together
My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever
As I round your corner I am nervous that you won't be my lover
I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover
You answer the door with your innocent face Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally we'll live our infallible love

My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust
Your eyes are softer now and your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust
I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps
Oh, would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally we'll live our infallible love

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally we'll live our infallible love

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town

Eternally We're both better than this,
it's not worth being down eternally.

xoxo

February 12, 2010

Something I call recap...

So January came and went by fast; or at least that’s what I thought. I’ve been sticking to my new years resolutions (all four of them.) Lately I’ve been searching for a new job; I applied at Forever 21 but will see if that works out. My writing has been going great; I wish I had more time for it though (hopefully in the upcoming weeks.) In the begging of the month (January) I had my infamous date with David and everyone said why? But it was more of a catching up thing; I hadn’t seen the guy since August right before I went to Cancun. We talked over coffee and caught up with each other’s life, it was good. But I thought a lot about it and it just something I want to go back to; I think we are great friends and always will be great friends but that is all. During January there was lots of rain which I enjoyed (everyone that knows me personally knows that rain is my favorite thing.) Now we move on to February, it started off really quiet and slow (for my taste) work at fye continues to be a drag but hey its work. My plans to head to New York this year are still ago; so Brooke I’m most there. I know I’ve been saying that for years now but this year I’ll be out there for sure (I promise you.) Now let me tell you guys about my date last night; I had been talking to this new guy and our conversations where so much fun. We would go on talking about all sort of things, anything from music, to tv, to work, to school, and about our lives. I enjoyed all our talks and I told him that it had been forever that I talked to a person and just feel freely to talk about anything; there was just something about him that made me be myself even though we really didn’t know each other. Last night we decided to go out on a date; and it was perfect. I know I might have given him the impression that I wasn’t enjoying my time with him but I really did; sometimes my nervousness kicks in and that’s what happened last night. I like it when a guy can just talk and make me smile/laugh and he has a few stories that did just that. But our dinner and the movie (Dear John) couldn’t have been any better. He’s an amazing guy to pass the time with and he being cute is just a plus (: it kind of sucked when we had to call it a night. But I don’t think it’s the last time we will go out/hang out. February is going to be a good month; I’m really excited to see what more this month brings…

Post The Love

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